ho-hum

lots of things are vying to be said today.
they're warring their way through fingertips, trying to get enough attention to be typed.

alas, though, none of them will.

they're not exactly things worth blogging about.
who wants to hear about my finals? or my job? or my fears about moving out of where i've resided for three years?


i sure don't.
instead, let's listen to ray.

Finalement or not exactly a sigh of relief

Endings. I hate 'em.
[I once watched the final episode of a television series I didn't even like and cried because it was never going to be on again.]

And here we are. The end of another semester.
With this ending comes a lot of endings I'm grateful for. Mostly the ending of stress from finals.
With this ending, there is an ending that still won't come. An ending that I've tried hard to ignore. At times, I'm able to just coat it in a layer of frosting and pretend that it isn't what it is: crève-cœur.

[for now, we'll let it live. a time will come when it won't have to stay.]

Also partnered with this ending: beginnings.