questions

is it possible to want good things for yourself, but to be scared to let them happen? so you actually kind of prevent them from happening? or you try to find everything wrong with a situation, just because [in your experience] good couldn't actually be that good?

yeah. i'm wondering.
aidez-moi, s'il vous plait.

les murs

i'm going to write about how i in the words of becs "drop-kicked my two midterms in the face," but it's not exactly what i want to write about.

what i want to write about is off-limits. limits that i've put on myself as well as limits put on me by others unintentionally, i'm sure.

so here's to building walls.
here's to the huge fortresses
decorated with sharp turrets
and moats full of alligators that
have been built.

i never liked you before, in fact i tried to break them down many-a-time, but there's not much of a choice right now.