comme d'habitude

today i want to cry.

not for any particular reason, really.

maybe because i just read sadie's mission blog and she thanked everybody for sending her a letter. i was not one of those people. i kept intending on sending her one, but i didn't. so i feel like a bad friend.

and i miss her.

i was talking to my mom the other day after having a completely nervous breakdown. i told her how much i needed to talk to another woman. i love parker, but there's something about speaking girl to girl that just helps the soul. she said there's a lot to be said about sisterhood.

"we must cherish one another, watch over one another, comfort one another and gain instruction, that we may all sit down in heaven together."

-lucy mack smith

so, for that reason, i miss sadie.